cintaa itu menghilang .

hye to the : readers, bloggers, friends,qenkarians, my heroes[ the mereka] etc.

i have to post this blog early because it was by request from one of my heroes. no need to write his name boldly because babes, u know yourself right ? haha (:

today i'm on a big diet ! i ate my breakfast at 5.13 pm . crazzy ? i guess no because papa bet if i can descend my weight from 35kg to 32kg, i'll get my own tv in my bedroom and i am so so excited to do so as the betting was on last night. (:

i have to do it. mama cakap kami gilaa tp siape kesa ? papa start dulu [:

today, i had to be such a match-maker. ouh wait. not really be a match-maker but i had to make this couple : yaya.ally and atiq.

to be such a LOVER again because i know atiq loves my bestie so much. he promised me that he wouldn't dumped yaya again.

okay, for this time, i trust him but if he does the same things again, i will make his lifetime in a hell.

i thought i can lives without my peows but what can i say. if one day i can't be fooling around with him, it's just like i was already dead from inside. and i know, now 'THEY' [peows and his girlfriend] in a good condition. congrates huns. i'm sure u will stay longer than i thought.

wana ouh aena ouh yaya ouh didi ouh arwa ouh rara ouh kim ouh dyma ouh eby ouh ekin ouh ninia ouh haniss ouh kikiey ouh yayae ouh fieqa ouh kim ouh nard ouh tyra ouh reen ouh yana ouh belle ouh semua girlfriends !

omigosh ! i really really really miss youyouyouguys so muchie muchie ! when bley hangout eyh ?

*xoxo*

baby,

why todayy it won't raining as i wish last night ?

because when i saw the rain, it looks like it was my tears because i let you go from my life and also from my heart and it is hurt so much darlings. but i know, no turn back for you right ? i really miss the title of 'us' that u always told me.it means so much to me. :-

ou friends.

now i'm searchingg for my friends or whatever [nasa and din]. we have been lost contact for a long time and i really need to know what are they doing right now and so on. if anyone know them, pleasee tell me. thanks. appreciate it huns.

*mwahs*

mummy qys [my aunt] pernah ckap jika cinta menghilangg tanpa kita mengetahuinya, kita harus mengejarnya kembali untuk hadir dalam hidup kita. tapi jangan butuhkan kasih sayang dr orang yang tidak menghargai kita. so, peows and dadep. i need you. come back to me :(